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2010-01-09T03:11:00.000-08:00

2010-01-02T23:25:00.000-08:00

happy 2010!

that shall be my new diary/organiser thingy!

its the coolest shit ever cause they have collages on every page

including a chuck&blair one for one of the months!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ happy happy! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-12-31T01:00:00.000-08:00

2009:

lost some friends
made some friends

tears of joy
tears of sadness

made mistakes
learnt from mistakes

ready to let go
ready to conquer

off to welcome 2010 with my family now (:

2009-12-03T09:03:00.000-08:00

Wants to leave NOW so badly.

Okay leaving in a weeks time but i just realised i have so much work to do.

So we've finally moved over to the toapayoh campus.

Its actually ... not that bad (:

Thanks to the exaggerating comments made by everyone esp awong "KAMPONG KAMPONG"

Well there are many crooks and cannies >:) How dangerous keke.

And random grass patches for us to frolick around ~

Cant believe we didnt camwhore on the last day of school.

2009-11-20T08:22:00.001-08:00

For the first time this year,
I honestly felt that same feeling when I first entered LD.
Pure love & passion.

And I was just thinking during LLS how I missed that feeling, how every thursday would be the highlight of the week because there is LD, how everytime we go for LD, I look forward listening to the comm talk.

But its a different story now. now that I'm the one who's expected to talk and walk the talk.

I've learnt alot during LLS. Alot of self reflection.
Feeling regretful not being as social as some people,
but still really glad I've brought back so much skills and learning points.
And still really touched by a certain coach who bothered to actually write 3 pages worth of advice and affirmation and encouragement in my life notes which I sadly abandoned on night 3.
Its these kind of things that you'll never forget,
the fact that you could cross paths with some stranger,
and the leave such an impact on you,

but

you'll probably never see them again,
yet they are the ones in your mind constantly motivating you when you feel like giving up.

and I say again, with all my heart, I love my LD.
I will never give up on them,
cause they had never given up on me.

2009-11-04T07:35:00.000-08:00

on a brighter note,
i cant wait to just fly off to australia for december.
now please.
i think i need this break after novemeber.
honestly

2009-11-04T07:19:00.001-08:00

I will stop blogging by the end of this month.
/

Anyways,
I honestly wonder what had happened to st nicks.
right, so change is inevitable and what not,
but i honestly feel that denying the primary girls of affiliation is really the last straw.
Forget about
the empty promises ever since like p1,
the change of colours from the peaceful blue&white to freaking rainbows around the school,
the moving to a new school compound,
the absence of teachers
and what not.

But it feels different knowing that well most of our primary meimeis are not even going to be able to experience secondary life in st nicks just cause they're not good enough to get a score of 250.

Right, so the school standard is dropping because of the primary section?

I can confidently say that many primary girls who came in through affiliation actually work even harder just because we know that everyone else came in with a good score and therefore we are more determined to produce even better results than the 15 points or more l1r5 expected of us.

And i swear i'll prove them wrong.

2009-10-29T08:44:00.000-07:00

Tralala. Chickenpox girl is now cured and waiting for the scars to heal.

We had day of reflection yesterday (:
I guess it was perfectly timed since many were disheartened by the eoys' results.
Father Simon told us many cool stories especially those about prison haha.
And we had a sharing session/bonding session thing with our friends.
And jolyne and manda were sobbing away haha.
I was really emotional as well but tears just dont come out that easily haha.
But yes anyways I felt more appreciative of my friends and family after all the whole session.
Love you, (no not in perpetua's words), all my closest friends who've been through the this year with me.

It kinda hit me hard when Father Simon pointed out that next year will be our last together.
I mean, as much as we say, "oh we will still be very close in jc" and stuff like that, it will be a fact that we will grow apart if we were all in different jcs. So I'm honestly trying not to take this time with all the awesome friends I have here in st nicks for granted (:

Tomorrow is prize presentation day + report book day = dooms day.
Sigh my eoys results are really really terrible.
And I thought I had put in the most effort for this year.
But I guess it wasnt reflected in my results.
But somehow this just motivates me more to do better next year.
Single digit here I come (:

The following weeks are going to be hectic! Grr.

Theory Exam
Halloween Party!
Rehearsals
More rehearsals
Chinese o levels
Legendary leaders summit
Ld showcase

And BAM off I go to Perth for a month to celebrate Christmas & 2010.
Cant wait to see my cousins!
Esp my once little cuzzie who is now 170 cm at age 14 and his voice in the mids of breaking. HEEHEE.

I
WANT
TO
GROW
OMG.

2009-10-23T22:31:00.000-07:00

Yes its that most horrible day of the year again.

HEEHEE.

So they're pampering her in orchard road now while i wait patiently for another 3 hours before I head off to her house for her surprise party (: I have self control please. I am not in orchard now cause i dont want to cause half of singapore's population to get the chicken pox.

I have to stop listening to miley's cds. They've been on repeat for 3 days in a row. Squee.

My face is better now. Just that I have a big wound below my eye. Which just makes it look like another mole ._. Grr.

I actually missed school ):

2009-10-20T01:59:00.000-07:00

Urgh I'm really fustrated over my situation now
cause I accidentally scratched my face
luckily the scab didnt fall off. it just chipped abit.
So I went to sleep and the next thing i know,
i woke up and the scab is gone
leaving like a bloody raw wound
and after research
i realised its going to scar.

HALF MY BLOODY FACE IS SCARRED NOW.
its worse than acne i swear.
cause they're big patches of blood.

2009-10-19T01:02:00.000-07:00

Mia's an idiot.
Shit i totally cried please.
P.S they're kinda best friends but she obviously rejected him and went back to her boyfriend who is a jerk.
WHY WHY WHY

2009-10-18T06:32:00.000-07:00

half-dead
disfigured
500 days of summer
piano exam
beauty and the geek
no consumption of eggs for 12 days

sums it all up

2009-10-07T05:32:00.000-07:00

Bio is finally over.
Feels like exams are over too :D

Anyways Lucas have been posting random stuff on his facebook.
This week he posted a random video of himself, saying random things, and playing a random tune on his ukelele! And because he is in a blue shirt, it matches his FREAKING EYES and his hair is long now.

AHH SO CUTE. WHY DO YOU MAKE ME MELT EVERYTIME LUCAS.

Omg asian feast on Singapore Idol is ... sashimi sucky.
Stupid food names for goodness sake.
Malaque is freaking pretty!
Waiting for Faizal now ... (And for Farhan to get out. OUT.)

2009-09-26T00:01:00.001-07:00

One last post before we dive full force into exams.

I think I got my karma from being a bitch in primary school haha.
(Hey at least I've changed for the better, I HOPE.)
But anyways recesses are spent insulting me and my aspirations (cough, cough.)
My friends are mean and unsupportive.
And no, I do not want to marry the drink stall uncle mobeen.

Oh and speaking about recesses, i dont understand why everyone goes back to class at 11 35 when recess ends at 11 30! Being the paranoid freak I am, I go back to class at 11 25 everyday.
So yesterday manda smsed me something like this
"tomorrow is long recess (10 25-1130) so i bet you will go back to class at 11."

Singapore Idol is annoying. ANNOYING. 1. Why is Farhan (the jobro wannabe) still in the top 12? 2. Dicklee&kenlim are like freaking deprived perverts. PERVERTS. 3. Faizal is so annoyingly cute. (HAHA.) Yes I admitted okay, I wasted approx 2 hours of my life on wed watching it. I want american idol, NOW.

Yesterday really sucked cause mrs soh kind of reminded us that we are moving.
Yes i have finally come to terms with it.
Even the pianos are gone.
Sigh as much as we complain about st nicks, i have afterall spent most of my lifetime here.
Its where I've made my awesome (oops i take that back. HAHA.) friends,
its where I've found my passion,
its where I've found myself.
Oh well.

Okay see you in three weeks time.
Though right after eoys I have my piano exam.
So, like what the mighty Tim Gunn always say, "Keep going."

2009-09-18T08:11:00.000-07:00

This really cracked me up.
A picture I found when I googled Chantel D:

okie anyways, eoys in less than 10 days and boy am i excited.
i want to get it over and done with
and then i'll have the time to concentrate on my piano exam and watch all the shows i wanna watch.

-inserts evil laughter-

Today's recess was hillarious.
Sharon is so epic. (yes using the word epic really pisses her off.)
She says the funniest things without even realising it.

Oh and apparently all my friends are lying to me about something.
everytime during recess when i (the princess) arrive,
they'll have like shifty eyes and will randomly talk crap about this guy i dont know,
and purposely LEAVE ME OUT.
And then I will obviously know they're saying it to leave me out,
cause Sharon, once again, cannot lie.
So hurt ):

Manda have to stop imitating Ris Low.
Lol I feel so bad for her ;l oh dear.

Blubber, off to do maths.

2009-09-12T08:00:00.000-07:00

So.
It has finally hit me that drama indiv is on monday. or okie tuesday.
I wasnt worried AT ALL - which was worrying - this whole week cause I had felt no sense of urgency.

Erm.
So.
I'm screwed?

One year ago seemed so long ago.
I remember how everyone was literally improvising on the spot.
I remember how I refused to rehearse in my own room cause I didnt want to sound crazy.
I remember how you called me to freak out. Yeah I think I remember that the most.

I will start writing my monologue at approx 1.42 am tonight.
Just cause I like it.
I've officially watched too many videos on Cannibalism that it traumatise me one bit.
Afterall its becoming part of our culture in our society.
But who can we blame?
Everyone just wants to get what they want and will do anything to get what they want.
Call it social cannibalism, call it human nature.

My Culture, What does it matter to you?

2009-09-11T21:57:00.000-07:00

O
M
G
O
M
G

I CANNOT STOP SHAKING/HYPERVENTILATING
I REALLY NEED TO BREATHE NOW
BUT
LUCAS GRABEEL
YES
LUCAS
YES
LUCAS GRABEEL - THE ONE WHOSE FACE IS ALL OVER MY ROOM. ON MY BEDSIDE. ON MY STUDY TABLE. MY PHONE'S WALLPAPER.
YES
HE
REPLIED
MY
MAIL

OMFG I CANT BREATHE

2009-09-10T06:26:00.001-07:00

bloody.
crazy.

2009-09-07T08:58:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna starve for a week cause I have spent too much $$$ on my ipod. stupid updates and all my apps are gone. so all my dad's $$$ = gone.

Grr I feel so guilty now.
And my touchy is still young ):
But it keeps switching off by itself until I get so fustrated I wanna throw it into the pool across my house, or alternatively throw it at my korean neighbours to get them to shut up.

2009-09-06T06:53:00.000-07:00

Yucks okay so I havent started studying this whole weekend but it was a good break.
I had fun doing, nothing (:
Okay well I watched 2 movies + projectrunway + a whole lot of tv.
And I wrote 1 page of geog notes! *clap hands*

The Butterfly Effect

This movie really messes with your mind and stuff and it'll leaves you super traumatised and disturbed at the end of the movie. But I guess thats what makes it a good movie. The butterfly effect means something really really small leading to something big. Everyone should watch this! Cause then you'll actually think twice before doing anything. Fweaky.

Okie I'm going to my dad's office to mug.

2009-09-05T06:52:00.000-07:00

I had a nightmare yesterday.
It was more painful than scary, surprisingly.
So I dreamt of the world coming to an end.
But you know how when we dream, we cant really see someone's face clearly, or an object clearly and stuff?
This dream was clear. Too clear.
So we were in school and the sky was really dark and but it was not raining.
Then we got evacuated out of the extended block cause apparently it was invaded by something (?!)
Then we went to the canteen, crossed the bridge to the staffroom where me chantel and manda stopped to look at the sky.
We knew something was wrong but nobody dared to say a thing.
Then we were forced to continue lessons as per normal.
(shit I remember rosie's face)
And all I remember was me constantly staring at the clock for school to end so that I can be with my family.
Somehow outside school I met my sister and I was excited to go home with her so we can spend our last hours together,
but instead she said she was going to spend her last few hours reading and sleeping?!
Then she left me.
And it was then when I felt so freaking depressed and it seemed like I was the only one cause the whole world was trying to pretend as if nothing is happening and they just wanna get on with their lives and die doing the things they like.

Shit I was scared shitless.

Anyways when I woke up I was honestly traumatised cause I didnt really know wtf just happened to me. It all felt too real, the crying and the panic.

But I was left wondering, honestly if the world was to come to an end like in a few more hours' time, who would you like to be with, and what would you like to be doing?

I may sound pyscho but I think I would like my whole family to be in the living room while I play the piano one last time and actually feel like I belong.

2009-09-04T07:56:00.000-07:00

EVERYONE IS WATCHING GOSSIP GIRL BECAUSE OF MY AWESOME REVIEW ON THE SEASON FINALE WHICH MADE ME CRY

So on monday we had,
Teachers Day Celebrations - I was glad we managed to pull it off last minute.
Hope the student body enjoyed it cause I definitely did - especially the commercials HAHA xinling is seriously just pro.

We also made Awong a mask with our peektures and of course his unglam ones.
When I went to print the photos, the shop assistant was totally LOLing at them.
And she was totally hesitating to even click on the photos haha.
But glad he liked it - though his face is too big for it. :D
Videos + pictures on facebook.

Yesterday we caught "MORE" @ HCI by the English Drama Club! It was a mad rush to get there after CCA but we managed to get in anyways like we always do. Their pieces were quite entertaining especially the 1st one haha omg the little boys are all so cute *paedophile stare*. But halfway through I kind of wanted to just switch my brain off abit cause their energy levels were damn high and it was maintained at their level for like 5 mins and I was just like okie, please stop shouting, I can hear you.

So today we changed our seating arrangement again. My partner's first reaction was well, "shit. councillor." Oh well seriously if you dont break the rules we wont even bother to nag at you. Oh I really have to mention this. I'm sorry but I really hate it when in the middle of the lesson you keep hearing people singing and you're trying to bloody concentrate but you cant. To people who sings DURING lessons: yes we can hear you alright.

We also got back our PPR. Luckily (or unfortunately) the school expects shit from me since they think I'm so dumb so I managed to hit their expectations COUGH. Will be mugging this holidays and I'm surprisingly excited to do so. I even have a schedule timetable for myself. Haha. * OCD KICKS IN *

2009-08-30T01:56:00.000-07:00

2009-08-29T00:33:00.000-07:00

how is even possible to cry over gossipgirl?!
but yes i did during the prom scene.
but my life was suddenly fufilled when chuck and blair finally got together.
LIKE HELLO ITS ABOUT TIME?
but now I can fully concentrate on mugging for EOYS knowing that chuck+blair=4evaz!

2009-08-22T04:09:00.000-07:00

What the hell happened to blogger? ):

Okay so this week was pretty crazy with no time to spare at all. (except 10 minutes of Singapore idol?)

Anyways, we had our handover ceremony in school on tuesday.
Well, for the past 2 years in the secondary section of st nicks,
I have never really paid attention during this ceremony.
In fact, I felt that it was a waste of time and I honestly couldnt care less.
But it all changes when YOU're the one who is standing on the track, having your name announced as the next leader of your cca.
It has only been 1 or 2 months since I actually started work but it was really during handover when I realised that its really not a one term thing where you hold a position for a year and move on, but you would really wanna leave an impact on the people who had chosen you and prove those people who doubt you wrong. Now staring at the handover gift I recieved (which have been passed down by 8 presidents so far), I just really hope I can do as well or strive to be even better than the people who had signed it like Sarah Yip (NO I'M NOT LES FOR HER) cause honestly she was my role model since sec one (: *inserts raised eyebrow* It'll be a tough ride for ld cause of the change in venues and environment next year, but I'm sure we'll get through it. Together.

Moving on,
we watched "The Comedy of the Tragic Goats" yesterday @ the national library. Its produced by Cake Theatre and I have to say, its the first cake theatre production that I actually enjoyed! (Excluding A Thousand Different Things which is a totally different story since we were IN it). It cleverly played around the idea of scapegoats and clowns and the social issue of pushing the blame to one another. Najib and Rizman proves themselves once again with their awesome performance. Especially Rizman who really scared the shit out of me when he acts like deranged and emotional and violent. P.s I'm going to have nightmares for a month and I will stay away from apples for a week. I also enjoyed the use of soundscape & physical theatre (the piece involved no speech at all). Aiya so overall it was just like O.O throughout the whole play (or story if Natalie insists) cause I was so scared I was going to pee in my pants.

Drama indiv drama journal by monday. I'm so screwed once again. But I'm enjoying the process of working on my topic which will be disturbing for most people, cannibalism. Yah lah I'm so bloody morbid. Stay away from me.

2009-08-15T05:11:00.000-07:00

I told myself NOT to cry and to stay strong for my mum
but I ended up crying so much that I dont think I'll be able to for another year or so.
Today marks the 6th day of my aunt's passing
and ironically, its the first time I saw her in like months.
At least it comforts me that lying there peacefully, she is free from the pain that she has endured for the many years of her life which revolved around travelling to and fro to the dialysis centre.

Anyone knows where a free-thinker goes after death?
Sigh me and chantel always feel scared when people tell us that oh free-thinkers go to hell lor.
Like seriously?
I also wonder how my funeral is going to be like.
I definitely want someone to play the piano and someone to sing my favourite songs.
And a powerpoint slide of my pictures. HAHA. no seriously.

2009-08-13T05:28:00.000-07:00

Presenting: Chantel the most insensitive, evil and bimbotic person IN THE WORLD.

About megan's food which was left with us cause she ran off for exco meeting - So the conversation went something like this. Not word for word but you get the idea.

Panda: Think about all the children in Africa! They even have to dig through trash for food.
Chantel: Thats why we should throw the food into the dustbin.

us in our minds: why is she my friend?

2009-08-12T04:17:00.000-07:00

Sigh my mum's at the wake 24/7,
my sister's off to camp,
my brother is in hk
& my dad abandoned me at home.

So i'm pretty much home. alone. for the whole week I guess.

Anyways,
we had bio spa the other day.
It was the most hillarious shit that happened during bio.
With molly's screams and whining.
The bio spa involved catching of a LIVE fish, then squeezing its head and looking at its tail through the microscope.
So the obviously, being girls, we were all, okay MOST OF US were scared of the bloody fish 40 times smaller than us.
The fish would flop around the table and jump everywhere HAHAHAHA
and everytime the fish stops moving we start panicking cause we were afraid it would die.
It was quite retarded cause I think we spent more time trying to catch the bloody fish (literally. we were supposed to look at its blood circulation) than trying out the experimenet itself.
oh well.

sitting at the ultimate back of the class,
its a good place for heart to heart talks dont you think?

2009-08-10T00:57:00.000-07:00

I stupidly repeated the same mistake again.
Taking people for granted.
I
didnt even get to say goodbye.

rip,
yiyi.

2009-08-09T23:46:00.001-07:00

hope you didnt get a heart attack when you saw the blogskin haha.

2009-08-09T07:55:00.001-07:00

I'm such a happy kid now :D
I spent my national day on the piano the whole day but i was actually productive today cause i really really love this song :D

and yes my whole extended family and I said the pledge at 8 22 pm.

2009-08-08T08:21:00.000-07:00

O M G !
Yes my slp mentor was the guy who judged us during Lit Up!
No wonder he looked so familiar! Shit! He totally said Hi to me and I ignored him! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2009-08-08T07:55:00.000-07:00

I spent the day doing NOTHING today.
And I'm so happy whoo cause I felt so free.
For once.
But now, back to work ):
Tons of homework & proposals.

Anyways,
everyone enjoyed National Day celebrations ... Probably except me.
The day started off with manda closing the bloody door in my face. God it hurt.
Then we went down to the track for a sweat fest please. It was gross and hot and everything.
Then we sang alot of songs.
Then we had to stay back for spot check on our attire.
Yes so bloody hell, I got booked for the first time in my entire life for wearing a lighter shade of what is supposedly, Red.
Then I cried like a crazy bitch cause I'm crazy and bla bla bla bla.

So anyways cough megan sharon and manda had to go for their slp so I sacrificed my life to go out with chantel so that she can finally watch harry potter. So we figured we wanted to eat something "interesting" (which really just means no food court/no fast food). So we stuffed ourselves in Ichiban before rushing off to the movie. Because she was so naked, she was shivering throughout the whole movie :D I was cold. But not as naked. So you get the idea.

So yes thats my boring life.
But I kind of like it that way.
I rather choose not to do things now/choose to be boring than exciting
cause I figured I live for the weekends now just so i can sleep for that few extra hours.

So I just wanna express how sad I am because its the last national day celebration I'll ever have in st nicks (well at least in this campus which i've been practically living in for the past 9 years) yet its just so... disappointing.
Yes, its beginning to set in that we're moving out.
A piece of me will always be here though.
I still remember the first day of school with my two pony tails, my sister carrying my bag for me and holding my hands, walking me to my class.

Sigh and it feels like it was just yesterday.

2009-07-31T23:36:00.000-07:00

Its finally the weekends and all I want to do is flop on my bed like piak.
But no I cant cause I have too much shit to do as usual.

The (short) school week was quite draining
cause I had the worst cramps the other day
so on the verge of blacking out i was obviously on my table
only to get picked/called/annoyed/misunderstood by the great english teacher
who kept telling me to wake up and to wash my face
so obviously I simply stared at her and rolled my eyes
cause i would be in bliss if i could even fall asleep amidst the pain.
sigh not like it would make a difference since all my teachers hate me anyways.

slp's quite a .. flop.
Please do support us if you have $7, and is lazy to write your name on your worksheets.
A simple personalised stamp/chop is all you need (:
Do call me if you wish to purchase cough thanks veh much.

i just realised how draining having piano twice a week is.
call me mad but yes i'm going to take my theory paper in oct so it'll clash with eoys as usual but I rather screw up this year than the next so i'mma take a risk and take theory now so i can concentrate on practical in march10' then take a break for o levels.
sigh sigh sigh

2009-07-28T23:18:00.000-07:00

So for the past days I've been feeling positively shitty.
My head never stopped spinning
and I never stopped coughing
and all I did was, sleep.
But even sleeping hurts.
Cause I slept too much.
But there was really nothing much to do cause whatever I did,
I did it to avoid taking my medicine.

every time I look at that little white pill,
I start to shiver.
Then I will have to start smashing it and allow it to dissolve in water.
Before I force it down my throat.
And everytime I do so,
I would either be on the verge, or I would simply regurgitate every thing out.
But I would know better than to do that.
I would have to swallow it back in cause I remember my mum slapped me once for vomiting everything out before.
So this process repeats.
Again and again.
And somehow I would always end up crying.

thats why medicine is one of my biggest fear
that i know i will never be able to run away from
cause I know i will fall sick sooner or later

so i'll be back in school tomorrow.
sigh, when there is 2 tests tomorrow.
I have yet to touch my books cause like what i said,
I havent even been able to lift myself from the bed/sofa.

this sucks
this sucks

2009-07-25T09:24:00.000-07:00

SN LD proved ourselves once again.

This time the lit wing took the stage and did what they did best, POETRY SLAM!
And I'm proud to announce that they had came in ...
DOUBLE CHAMPIONS!
Upper sec: Heidi, XinYi & Lorraine
Lower sec: Jamie, Sabrina & Vernice!

Also, the sec ones came in 2nd!
Honestly their performances were jawdropping kay.
The sec ones really showed me why i joined ld in the first place.
The energy... the passion ... the people you love ...
It was really heartwarming to see them all together, hugging, encouraging one another.
I really miss my sec one year. really. its not the same without moira/sharon/megan ):

Oh and adding on to the achievements,
Tiffany & Yanning got 2nd and 1st for the scriptwriting competition itself respectively!

I'm really so happy that I have such awesome juniors who has the potential to shine in whatever they set their hearts to. Loving you ld (:

P.S. i totally found the DBS arts centre on my own today. I DIDNT GET LOST. okay well i did. abit. i made a huge round ._. but i found it in the end. which proves that i'm not a direction bai chi.

2009-07-24T09:25:00.000-07:00

So the day is finally here.
Its the end of t3w4 and i miraculously survived it.

School week was draining.
Having to be in a class which pisses me off every minute or so makes it worse.
Will not elaborate in details but all in all,
I just dont belong in 3 justice and i dont think i'll be trying to fit in anytime soon.

Highlights of the week anyhow includes

our pointless drama lesson where jwong clone of awong throw insults at Sharon and sharon feels hurt and everyone "xin zai le huo" and simply laughs. (: P.s. sharon totally declared me as her public enemy. All I did was ... ask my junior something COUGHchokeDIE. Everyday I plot against her and so does she. But deep down inside everyone knows she loves me. DURH.

and of course, litup! finals ~
so 6months of hard work simply ends today.
Or maybe not so but you get the idea.

Anyways,
I'm freaking proud of my groupmates, Yuen Ping a.k.a grandpa, Yihui a.k.a mom & Raeann a.k.a grand daugher cause we were awarded best ensemble! (: They really gave it their all tonight and I wanted to tear up at the end of our play cause it really turned out so much better than rehearsals and stuff. Yihui was so in character acting all pissed and bitchy that she threw the photoframe till it broke. into half. (: good effect though heehee. Yuenping have been improving every week for her characterisation of the grandpa. So proud of her too. From her constant "i cannot do it" to the confidence she showed today, it has really been a lonng and tiring but fruitful process huh. Raeann also said the last lines which were the most important lines indaw0rldsxzx so beautifully so they reallllllly deserved the award yay.

to LD: just wanna say that I'm so proud of every single one of you for coming such a long way. from the day we played that machine game to the day we learnt how to do the yoga thing Ted would teach us to now, when we finally got to stage our plays and show that sn LD is unbelievable, unbelievable, unbelievable. (L) congrats to CHAT IS LOVE (which i laughed until i had a tummyache) for clinching 3rd place! So happy for you my juniors!

The Running Tap

During rehearsals!

Camwhore. Erm. As usual.

In the bus. Haha this is so random.

Watching sharon fade away from the pictures and chantel becoming more and more of herself.

So omg okie I just want to thank everyone who encouraged me and my group.

When Taran said she cried during our selections I think it really hit me the most.

Miss Jacob's constant pressure and encouragements also really motivated us through (:

To my dramaddicts. Love/hate relationship. Love them to death for always being there for me (remember my ld pres interview lol) but hate them to death for their constant annoyance/teasing/insults/ego.

Sigh. How I wished I would never ever lose my (good) memories.

But i know its not possible. everyone does. cant just hold & cling on to them cause memories will just dissolve. evaporate. slip away from your head one day.

and one day probably, I will forget this day too right?

memories

the most painful loss of all

rushing away

just like the running tap

flowing, melting away.

going, going

gone.

2009-07-18T23:53:00.000-07:00

I have approx 7 minutes to post cause I told myself I will study at 3.

Yesterday was so horrible cause I woke up to a phonecall from Raeann.
Then I looked at my phone and it was 07 21.
Then I started to hyperventilate cause I realised I had to be in school by 07 40.
Which is impossible.
So I obviously went crazy and my parents started screaming at me.
My dad used 4 f words in a sentence. I was so amazed cause I had no idea wtf he was shouting at me about.
So I rushed down to the Arts House myself.
And arrived half an hour ealier than everybody anyways.

P.s. this is the first time I ever woke up late.

Then we had rehearsals and I was freaking hungry
and my stomach started growling already please
So miss P wanted to bring me to somewhere I could eat HAHA
so we walked around singapore river with the rest of my group and joshua wong
and we came to this place which sold PEANUTS LOL.
So in the end they persuaded me to wait for what they said, 10 mins till the Veranda cafe opens.
So after 10 mins. I looked at my phone.
It was only 09 50 please.
So I starved for another 10 mins then we went to eat MUAHAHA
Miss P treated me to a muffin and I offered to be her slave for a week cause I felt so bad.

Then we rehearsed again and it was selection time (:
Finals on friday whoo.

So after that I rushed to Plaza Singz so that I could go buy all my piano books
and I rushed home after that cause I was sooooooooooooo sleepy.
And so obviously I totally collasped by the time I was home and woke up to find that the whole day was over.
Went to Xinling's house at 9 30 to practice drama .. only to find our charmaine was not coming. sigh.

Went home at around 10 30 and I went up to my sister's room to NUA HAHAHAHA.
Nua = laze around ...
and I really got so lazy that I couldnt move and she was finding all ways to get me out of her room so she told me that all I have to do is go down to my room and lie on my bed and she will close my windows/doors/switch on air con/switch off lights and everything. I just had to lie on my bed.

So I took up the offer and dived into my bed >:)

HAHA. goodness of being annoying.

this post is so random and lazy.
i feel tired after reading/writing it.
okie i dont make sense
please ignore me haha

2009-07-17T06:22:00.000-07:00

Lit Up!'s Drama Competition have been brought forward to tomorrow
cause of our Chinese O Levels' Listening
= Less Practice = Super last minute = Me = Go crazy crazy.

Was mass smsing the level cos gosh.
Then ran around giving out like consent forms and asking for everyone's replies on transport.
Glad today's going to be over. I'm really exhausted.

Sitting at the back row has its pros and cons.
For the past three terms I'VE BEEN SITTING AT THE BACK.
Its quite annoying - considering my height - but its amusing at the same time.
My desk partners are according to distance from me - Jolynn RueiErn YuanTing & Sharon.

They think its a nightmare to sit with me cause,
1. everytime they groan about sitting with a councillor ...
2. always try to use their handphones like as if i'm blind huh
3. i like to roll my eyes at them
4. they attempt to roll back. but fail
5. they attempt my "pissed off" face
6. they fail
(:

Crazy week ahead of me.
I got really grumpy when i had to go for piano today cause I really wanted to sleep after I came back from school.
But I realised I havent done any homework/practiced over the week
so when I got to my teacher's house
durh i got insulted again, cough.
when playing my B piece ... "Okay! We are not doing this piece. Can you imagine? Its so impossible!"
*Me rolling eyes*
Thanks ah thanks

Oh and,
sharon is awesome! :D

2009-07-14T07:20:00.001-07:00

everyday i look at my file and feel depressed
cause its so fat
but i'm too lazy to file my things
and its going to explode soon.

2009-07-13T04:31:00.000-07:00

ORAL
IS
OVER!

Was so relieved!
Yet pissed.
the Kao Guan totally slept when I was speaking ._.
But whatever its over so good muahahaha.

Rushed off to drama!
Today's lesson was freaking cool okie.
WE LEARNT ABOUT STAGE LIGHTING!!!
And Mr Jason Ng (WHO ROCKS BTW. THOUGH HE CRACKS REALLY LAME JOKES THAT I GO ._. AT BUT STILL.) said that was just super super super basic stuff.
But it was so much fun and we learnt so much within that hour.
I was also furiously coppying things down so I shall go type everything out (durh ocd kicks in) now and send to the lazy lazy lazy lazy bums a.k.a chantel.
I'm so good with lightings that I can write a whole short essay now on it!
Okay read the following:

The lighting design at this point in the performance would have a 10 second fade up of a spotlight that is positioned directly overhead of the narrator and facing straight down on her. It would have faded up to a high intensity as she is the only figure on stage at this point. The spotlight should cover a soft-focused spot of about 1.5m to 2m in diameter such that the narrator would not appear too small or isolate. It will sustain at the same high intensity throughout most of the narrator's speech. At the final 15 seconds of her speech, the spotlight should begin fading down such thast it would have faded to black on her final syllable, indicating the end of the play.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAA.
okay i obviously did not write that ._.
anyways I typed it out so that those lazy bums can copy and paste.

super excited for the eunuch script.
Kuo Pao Kuuuuuuun!
My groupmates are XINLING FLOWER AND MEGAN!
Whom I have not worked with before! Except xinling (:

Oh and the new teacher Mr Joshua Wong is super cool too.
Cause he taught us this game which left me screaming like a mad hyena and i was hyperventilating and stuff. Bang bang!
And he is an actor! Part time I guess? Oh man I would totally want to do that next time.

2009-07-12T09:23:00.002-07:00

gawdzshzxs.
I feeel so bad sending joshua wong a random piece of shit for my o levels.
feeling bad. both for myself and whoever is going to be traumatised reading it cause its like random shit like I said before.

2009-07-12T06:30:00.000-07:00

Chantel's crib today.
I'm positively sure that I wont be getting distinction for Oral so I'm really just aiming for merit ):
And as usual we would digress.
and digress.

and talk.
and talk.

everytime we're together, we talk about our past and our future.
and we would always talk about our days in sec one
where everyone hated our guts
but we were so cooped up in our own world that we couldnt care much

and then we would come to the topic of jc
which is like even more depressing please

and we would realise how we ALWAYS end up depressed up talking about stuff
but we would look forward every week to times like this where can just chill out with each other (:

lovelove

now back to drama indiv.
where is the passion/motivation.

2009-07-11T07:40:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KSYYEDXaGo0
because this song is so bloody awesome
i want to add it into my non existant drama indiv

tension tension tension tension tension

2009-07-11T06:54:00.000-07:00

Yesterday Sharon told me that Sunday is the start of a week.
Like seriously?! Have i been living in my own world for the past fifteen years of my life thinking monday is the start of the week?!

Okie anyways,
this week's been quite packed.

Leadership Workshop was really ._.
It was about discovering ourselves but I ended up more confused about myself than ever.
the "DISC" quiz was totally inaccurate.
Except for chantel being direct/dominant etc.

Lit Up! fest like on next next week.
Seemed like I was the only one who didnt know when the hell was the actual competition so I totally freaked out when I was told it was on the 22nd and finals on 24th (if we can get in ._. )
But we have chinese O levels on the 22nd so HOW.
Something to be happy about though was that my group members totally memorised the script! Pleasant surprise indeed. When I asked them how did they manage to, Yihui said "We thought of your face." L O L .
Wtf can what kind fo facial expressions do I always show anyways?
(No. I do not. Give. Pervy. Face! Okay fine, only when I see little ang mo kids ...)
But anyways,
I'm so scared that we wouldnt have the time to practice cause next week's crazy and so is the coming weeks.
And its so funny making Yihui shout her lines cause she gets too high pitched then its too piercing :D
But thank you Yihui Raeann and Yuenping anyways for your efforts can. So touched. Sorry your great acting skills may be wasted on my shit script.

Okie chinese oral on monday.
Wish me luck manz.
Hope I wont be traumatised forever when I hear myself speaking in chinese and then screwing up infront of the Kao Guan.
To think I look so cheena and could speak such fluent chinese in ... Kindergarden.
Screw all you ip people who dont have to go through the torture. (erina baby v etc ...)
):

2009-07-07T07:01:00.000-07:00

Big sisters are scary.
I mean it. Its like they're out to get your life.

Today my sister picked me up from school
and as usual we started singing very, very, very, very loudly in the car. (Too much Jason Mraz)
And when I started changing tracks,
and she realised she doesnt like the song,
she had both hands,
OFF THE WHEEL,
to poke the radio thing until she got her song.
So the car was simply controlling itself and it totally slid off the lane into the next lane
and I thought I was going to die and disappoint my greek theatre group for their hard work.

Oh well.
The leadership workshop thing totally cheated my feelings.
I cant not attend it but I have LD zomg.
Lit Up! fest is like in week3/4 gah and we are the only cca having cca this week,
AND I'M MISSING IT?!
Just as my group started practicing.
Sigh. I really hope the competition is not cancelled though, or the months of chionging to meet deadlines and feeling depressed both in role and about the characters will be wasted. HAHA.

2009-07-06T06:14:00.000-07:00

Youth Day!

Went to school to for Greek Theatre (duhz.)
We obviously talked. and talked. and talked.
And only got stuff done in the last hour.
But was rather productive I have to say (:
Though we havent touched on my indiv so i'm quite worried but otherwise we're quite okay? Considering how late we started ._.

Yes, its the time of the year when the drama girls start stressing again.
Individual devised piece out by this week, friday.
P.s This is for O Levels.
I'm going to die once again
(Okay not as in my indiv .. I have enough of death .. abortions after abortions HAHAHA)
But going to die as in by thursday.
Why cant I be creative?!
Damn it.

Went to Megan's for "movie marathon" but please lor,
we ended up only watching "13 going on 30".
We need chick flicks to cheer us up.
and yes indeed it did :D It made me feel all fluffy inside with the happy ending.
Squee.
Then piano time haha,
sho sadshzx, the number of songs i can play now is like dwindling.
i keep forgetting to learn what i said i wanted to learn.
Oh btw, my piano teacher says i cant play jazz.
Like I. Cant. Play. Jazz
it was heartbreaking but oh well ... What can i do.
I admit, I cant count for nuts. Thats why I play by following songs :D
Megan ... JAZZ PRO $#%)*@#$@#$*%@#$

We needed to get out cause it was youth day.
So we dragged ourselves to amk hub (soak in the ahlian-ness)
and met cabby for dinner.
where we choked and spat our food out when we heard the certain news.
Ahhh we all feel like mothers. Cant let go.
But oh well (:
Cabby we'll be here for you no matter what (L)

Uploading all my cds now zomg. Very very very very very very very sad.
Please please please please send me songs you know I like kay?
I have absolutely no songs now.
My limewire is screwing up on me.
And I'm like in need of adam lambert.

oh and hci's production More got postponed til like september?!
Bla so we have absolutely nothing to look forward to the coming weeks.
back to boring school life.

2009-07-03T07:17:00.000-07:00

once me and megan starts youtubing, we cant stop.
videos we've watched in the last like half an hour:
1. Shan Wee dancing to Hoedown Throwdown (highly traumatising. not for the faint-hearted.)
2. Rozzzzzzz dancing to Hoedown Throwdown (She kind of slut-ified the dance. lol. )
3. Ray Mak playing "You Belong With Me" (Taylor Swift) on the piano. Zomg please he's my new idol. I was playing you belong with me (~~~) when i decided that mine sounded too bla so i went on youtube to watch others play and z o m g . Ray mak. Crazy. CRAZY. youtube him now.
4. Ray Mak playing "Poker Face" - WTF RIGHT?!
5. Michelle Phan - Lady GaGa make up tutorial. - Dont ask. We just watched an 8 mins video teaching us how to put on make up like lady gaga.

Megan has gone on to stalk that lady gaga girl while i'm watching people braid their hair. ahh so pretty! If only I didnt had grass for hair ...

2009-07-02T05:47:00.000-07:00

Get well my dearest dramaddicts (L)
oh no! why all fall sick together?!

2009-07-02T02:14:00.000-07:00

Grr I'm feeling really lost without my ipod AND my laptop.
I havent touched my new laptop cause I'm scared and my brother says he needs to give me an one hour workshop to learn how to use it.
Erm yeah.

If I lose all my stuff (IPOD & LAPTOP)
I will seriously commit suicide.

edit\
sigh I just did the most stupid thing ever.
I restored my ipod ._.
so everything is gone.
at least its alive?

2009-06-30T02:52:00.000-07:00

desperate help needed:
clicking "restore" on itunes = everything erased
clicking "reset" on ipod means restart but everything wont be erased right?

cause now i dont have itunes = all my songs/pictures/videos in my ipod
but I cant even switch on my ipod so now what.

and i'm too confused by google and everyone's instructions omg.

god bless my ipod

2009-06-30T02:36:00.000-07:00

omg please pray for me.
i cant switch on my touchy!
i dont know what happened to it ahh i was just using it a minute ago, and i put it down to switch on the laptop and poof its gone. GONE!
crap it was my only hope of recovering everything i have in my old lappy!

and get well xinling zomg we'll get through greek theatre together!

*plucks hair*

2009-06-29T04:48:00.001-07:00

omg i know, i just posted like 3 posts in the same minute but still!
from sharon's blog. I just laughed my ass off please.

"NEVER THE SINNERAHHHHHH!
This was the highlight of the night, according to shu, cos her NATHAN was there! I think he was supposed to act gay or something? So throughout the whole performance, whenever Dick(Nathan) touched Nathan(the other gay partner), shu would squirm and sink deeper into her seat. She even called Nathan(the gay partner) a b**** just because Nathan(the hot one in shu's eyes) keeps touching him(gay partner). Sigh, the names are confusing me. Anyway, I didn't really get what it was trying to say and I guess there is an obvious lack in physical theatre? Characterization was good though."

today during drama lesson:
*talk about tom harrison falling in love with awong and also about our o level script about zheng he, the EUNUCH (admiral) haha*

megan (to awong): you hit on any tom dick and harry!"
me: omg you've got tom (harrison) and harry (selman) already!
chantel: yah! omg now we need a dick.

2009-06-29T04:43:00.000-07:00

btw guess what?
I was spazzing about wicked to my sister yesterday and asked why didnt she go for the LA one (with Adam as the understudy for Fiyero!!!!!!! okay yah but under study only ._.)
but anyways,
its sold out till August.
Like for every single show.
MADNESS!

to people who havent watched Wicked - YOU ARE DEPRIVED. *toss toss* (inside joke.)

2009-06-29T04:26:00.000-07:00

I'm watching the AYG opening thing.
But its like "..."
but. I will persevere on,
for nathan ... (kekekexzszxzx)

AND
MOIRA LOH XIAO HUI

you wont know how proud i am of you okie.
sigh. I'm so sorry i didnt get to meet you in the holidays ):
so touched that you learnt mad world for me haha.
i promise i will practice it and not forget how to play it.
wait for meeeeeeeee! and I THOUGHT WE SAID WE WANT TO GO PLAY WITH MEGAN TOO HUH HUH HUH THAT WAS LIKE SHIT LAST YEAR OMG?!
I always feel empty when I walk past father barre the pianos there without you ):
and sorry for being such a shit friend. always cannot go watch you #*$)@#$&@#(!
love you so much (L)

moving on,
school got off to a really bad start.
cant wait to get this week over.

2009-06-27T09:38:00.000-07:00

ANGLO - CHINESE JUNIOR COLLEGE

(DRAMA ELECTIVE PROGRAMME)

PRESENTS

AN EXAMINATION SHOWCASE,

CULMINATIO

So, after stuffing burgers in our mouths like we were starved kids who just escaped from their 7 day quarantine, (okay thats abit true but still), we rushed into ACJC'S theatre which was damn nice. Sigh. Why do all schools have nice theatres except us. Okay anyways, we stoned abit. Scolded cabby again. And then finally the lights dimmed and the show began (:

BUS STOP

presented by John, Melissa, Samuel, Dalvinder, Farhana, Hannah

This was a really cool physical theatre piece which explored "teenage love" - commitment, obsession and heartbreak. The whole play was focused on a scene at a bus stop. Then there was really clear characterisation haha, especially the pervert :D Who was i think named Chuck. How apt. But really, it was quite an eye opener cause they actually made it comedic and funny using physical theatre. I just realised that our sec two physical theatre pieces were all quite pessimistic right?! Okie except for my group. But it was .. erm okay bad memories shall not talk about it. But anyways yupps it was really cool, about how sometimes you have to run to catch the bus, sometimes you are left behind and sometimes you just keep waiting. Somehow the bus to me was sort of representing our dreams and hopes. Like how you run to chase your dreams, but sometimes you just give up or sometimes you just wait. and wait. and wait. And there was also this "bus directory" thingy at the back. Like how everyone takes different paths, different buses on their ride (oh crap i'm reminded of the sick "ride") to fufill their dreams.

MAMA LOOK FOR HER CAT (by Kuo Pao Kun)

presented by Chrystal, Priscilia, Celine & Clarabelle (OMG HER NAME SO PRETTY)

At first it was kind of draggy. And it really reminded sharon and I of our physical theatre piece with the kids playing games, falling down etc. (bad memories, once again.) But anyways after a while, i think it kind of evoked sympathy for the mother. How her kids grow up, and the distance between her and her kids become further and further (both mentally and physically.) I really liked the scene where they threw their letters at their mother, the letters folded as paper planes. They read their letters out monotonously showing their ignorance and their letters were about how they were coping in their new countries they're staying in. So it made sense that they werent facing the mother and were throwing like PLANES at her haha. Freakin cool. And also we were saying that the cat actually symbolised the bond, the company the mother needed. Cause it was lost, (like how the bond between the mom and her kids was. lost.) and how it was crushed in the ending scene, by her kids. Sigh ): It was quite sad.

NEVER THE SINNER

prsesented by Michelle, NATHAN HARTONO, Marcus, Vinesh, Istilah

Okie, honestly, I didnt really get the whole play. Its about murder and crime and stuff. Sorry I was too distracted. Their energy levels were like ------------------------ for a long time until there was SOME climax. I think. LOL. As I was saying, I was too distracted. So. Sorry.

STUCK IN NEUTRAL

presented by Rebecca, Lian Kim, Eleanor, Syahir, Divya, Chrislyn

One word: Wow.

From the physical theatre, to the gut wrenching lines, to the amazingly convincing acting, seriously this is one of like the best pieces i've ever seen okie. Sigh, it was like evoking emotions like crazy please. It is about cerebral palsy, which is muscle condition whereby the patient cannot control his or her muscles at all. One of my favourite scenes was the physical theatre where they danced and stuff. There was alot of falling down, but i've noticed that most of the time its always the mother picking them up. And another is when Sarah (the girl with the condition) stood up and clapped, and the family would have a freezeframe. She clapped many times, with the freeze frames changing, showing different situations at every clap. I thought it was really apt cause it showed how she, by one single clap, controls the family. It was as if she was the cause of all problems but at the same time, the family still picks her up when she falls. It was really like a "omg i need to go home and hug all my family members" moment.

YUPPS OKIE SORRY I THINK I JUST TOTALLY WROTE A DRAMA JOURNAL ENTRY OKIE.

Anyways after that,

I totally hyperventilated and could not breathe when I saw him.

Its been almost 4 years of stalking okie.

So. I hope I get to see him during the 27th of july thingy.

AHH why am I so fangirl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and today was totally unproductive okie.

Urgh!

And in the end we went down to botanic gardens cause sharon & megan had CAP outing/gathering thingy so whatever we went down with them too. We had a fun time laughing at sharon, "sightseeing" and also scolding cabby every single minute. omg stop smsing for goodness sake.

LOVE YOU DRAMADDICTS ahh you guys make me so happy sometimes you know.

2009-06-26T06:10:00.000-07:00

Sigh. So tragic.
2 Deaths in a day.

RIP

Farrah Fawcett "Charlie's Angel"
&
Michael Jackson "King of Pop"

Ironically,
i have been tuning in to alot of mj songs this week.
like more than ever ;l
so.
i hope it was not a sign or something.

I wanna rock with you, (all night)
Dance you into day (sunlight)
I wanna rock with you, (all night)
We're gonna rock the night awayyy

2009-06-25T21:25:00.000-07:00

Lee - gaga says:
so dad says this laptop should last you till mid uni
Lee - gaga says:
sec 3,4 + jc 1, 2 and uni 1, 2
Lee - gaga says:
6 years
(r) says:
omg.
(r) says:
okay
Lee - gaga says:
1000/6 = 167 per year
(r) says:
...

NEW LAPTOP!

edit\

Lee - gaga sent 26/6/2009 12:28 PM:
anyway, if you want, you can change the new laptop with my old one
Lee - gaga sent 26/6/2009 12:28 PM:
haha

2009-06-25T07:21:00.000-07:00

today

I got dragged to sentosa
sang to my ipod in my head
finished up with 1 chapter of piano theory
saw alot of pda
drank salt water
broke cabby's heart -
cause __ is a ___
saw more pda
came home
did amaths
finished amaths
and i'm going to conquer
emaths now.

Sigh, i dont want saturday/monday to come.
I'm running away from greek theatre grr.

2009-06-24T05:55:00.000-07:00

my maths teacher is mad.
i have 3 tests papers to finish
BY FRIDAY
MORNING
9.30 AM.

omfg.
not to mention that I havent touched my piano for ... a year or something.
haha okay exaggerating but yeah you get it. I have a million sight reading pieces to go through by friday and a new exam piece too.

omfg.

and i'm still going sentosa tomorrow.
see brainwash brainwash
evil friends

2009-06-23T07:25:00.001-07:00

I think I just set a record for myself for the number of times I said

"I give up"

today.

2009-06-23T02:27:00.000-07:00

I'm really pissed right now cause my tuition teacher decided to suddenly insist on me coming for tuition tomorrow. And its at 2 pm. LIKE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY ._. So I cant go for slc gathering and so I'll stay at home, stone and finish my chinese homework.

Today was actually productive.
Okay I'm lying, it was not.
I only managed to finish one chinese compo, my geog graded assignment and most of the chinese worksheet.

I shall type a homework list so that I can whine about how much shit i'm left with and i'm still here blogging!

Yupps no not really I cant be bothered.

Oh check out my horoscope tomorrow:
This is a day of education and learning, not of profit or romance. It is not only a good day to acquire knowledge, it is also a good day for you to learn. So put on your thinking cap and enjoy exercising one of your most important muscles: your brain.

Haha how apt. Yes I'll be using my brains for maths tuition alright.

And something totally lol on facebook:

Brother: great. ok. will remember. but you told mom it will be friday. so is it friday or saturday. please cfm with her again. you have to cfm as the tenant living in your room needs a day of notice before we can send her away.

Sister: WTF WHO IS LIVING IN MY ROOM?!?!

Brother: haha some girl from china. she has been helping herself to your clothes too. =) coolness. we will see you soon. the rental income is used to fund your crazy trip in usa.

My brother is so retarded haha. Cant wait! My sister is finally coming back (: But something totally f up about it that I'll be practicing drama. Though I'm quite looking forward to acjc's drama showcase. I want to see what do they do in jc!

Bla bla should I go to sentosa on thursday?!

2009-06-22T08:15:00.003-07:00

i'm honestly this close -
to giving up on my group's greek theatre piece.
okay or giving up on my greek theatre indiv.
but who can we blame if we were the ones who didnt put in the effort.
or who can we blame if we never really worked together in the first place.

sigh

2009-06-20T10:49:00.000-07:00

bloody depressed.

marieeeee tan:

SHE LOOKS OLD

2009-06-20T07:58:00.000-07:00

To the people who wants to extend the bloody holiday, screw you!
Gosh you guys dont know how much shit it will bring about if we extend it.
Actually if you have practical reasons like oh everyone will be missing school so must as well close the school --> which is not even true, then its okay. But to those who are THANKING the swine flu or even LOVING the swine flu just cause its going to give you another week of holidays, you should really, screw. yourself.

1. All the tests would be pushed back.
- This means they will either slot the 12320743 tests we have on the first week into the other weeks and this will mean more stress, more mental breakdown.
2. Our bloody chinese o levels is like in july when school reopens.
- This means we have one week less of lessons till the actual exam which equals FAIL
3. You're here enjoying the holidays while others are suffering from the actual swine flu.
- Shame on you, ignorant brats!

Yupps okie i feel much better venting my anger.

Now moving on,
i have yet to touched my homework.
But i am determined to finish it.
Afterall I played the whole holidays away,
I dont mind spending time mugging just to give it justice.

-continues staring at my shakespeare poster-

2009-06-20T01:33:00.000-07:00

omg.
Just remembered about the freaking Greek Theatre piece?!
-hyperventilates-

I'm staring at my new shakespeare poster in hopes that it will motivate me to read amsnd and actually finish my lit homework.

but.

THE THOUGHT OF HAVING TO GET MY MONOLOGUE/SOLILOQUY DONE IS DISTURBINNGGGGG .

2009-06-20T01:26:00.000-07:00

LOVE YOU DRAMADDICTS AHHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-06-18T10:52:00.001-07:00

OMG.
FACEBOOK PLEASE DONT DIE ON ME!
I HAVE REDUCED MY PHOTOS FROM 1056 TO LIKE 483!
I DONT WANT TO UPLOAD ONE BY ONE OMG SAVE ME!

2009-06-18T06:20:00.000-07:00

On the plane ride back, I thought I would have to take 3507123 days to finish writing about DUKY.

But somehow I have nothing to write now.
It felt like a dream I never want to wake up from.

I miss the Ridings High students.

Thank you guys so much for welcoming us with oppppppppen arms and going through the really tough process of constructing the play from scratch. It was really tiring and fun at the same time. And it really took up the bulk of the precious memories I'm holding on tightly now, sitting here, reminiscing about the trip. I will never forget the times we laughed at Sharon (and Maurice) during Moulding - HAHAHAHAHAHAHA -, the times we endured our teachers' pms, the time we wrote lyrics to the songs that I'm singing in my head now, the times we kept going "EVERYBODY DANCE NOW", the time we went crazy during Rock Island, the time we had the awesome bbq at Liam's place, and simply getting to know you guys. (:

-Sniffs my Ridings High jumper -

Seeing you all run your hearts out after our bus, hitting lamp-posts, getting injured, really made me feel warm and fuzzy inside. Yes call me heartless cause I didnt cry, but i guess it was simply cause i never really wanted to say bye. I'm never good with goodbyes.

I really hope you guys get to come to Singapore (L)

PICTURE POST NEXT!
And I need to write a whole long dedication to my favourite dramapeeps in the world.

2009-06-06T02:40:00.001-07:00

waiting for it to sink in

2009-06-05T10:21:00.003-07:00

Was about to post a picture of Adam Lambert and his new bf,
but I decided not to.
HAHA.
I rather live in self denial.
Remember,
Its either
Adam + Himself
or
Adam + Ryan

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-05T08:57:00.000-07:00

15th Student Leaders Convention 2009 @ HCI

This participant would like to express so much thanks to everyone made this SLC such an enjoyable one. Being able to just ... immerse myself in the fun and not think about anything else, the feeling, is really indescribable. Especially at the Grand Finale when everyone was just super high and free of all the shit the will haunt us once we step back into reality. But live goes on, people come and go. and we cant escape from that ):

Recap of the Convention:

Day 1

Games games and more games. We learnt out signature game, Ma chee chee! (Tiki tiki tiki tiki conga conga conga conga!) Something you'll probably never forget and something that drives your head crazy. It just sticks to your brain like gum or something. Really got to know the group better (: Did many forfeits, examplified my stupidity in games like the scamming game (slaps face) Oh and everyone attempted to say Gregory's RI motto which is like in italian or some foreign language. They took the whole day but still failed ahaha. And I did not even attempt to try cause I'll probably embarass myself. So anyways, it was just a really great way to start off the convention on a lighthearted note.

Day 2

Day started off with a boring 2 hour talk. Andromedae, always entertaining ourselves, decided to write notes to each other using the notepad they provided us with. Notes include lame jokes like the lambs and lion joke and other random things i didnt understand. HAHA. as usual. The notes were really entertaining and I had to keep trying to control my laughter throughout the whole time. Hungry hungry very hungry. We had our first experience in a youth council meeting where we debated and amended each others' action paper. Had to stop laughing at that daniel tan guy who was the chair.

"Participants are reminded to speak in thrid person register"

"Participants, laughing is not in order."

"Participants, clapping and cheering is now in order."

It was indeed an eye opener. Never been in such a formal meeting before. But I guess we got quite used to it after that.

Day 3

More meetings more meetings and more meetings. This time we had a Nation state meeting. This was like I think 2 hours long and we all thought we wont be able to make it through. Hmm, we paid attention for I think Youth Council A (20 mins) before drifting off to note land during our presentation (youth council B). There was a certain note churning machine sitting behind me who produces lets say, 2 notes per second. Oh not to mention that he never stops speaking. And enjoys stepping on chairs?! (to shiauyin eben & greg ... MOUMOUREN)! My fingers were tired from passing notes and my eyes were in pain reading all those messy handwriting. As time passed by, somehow the notes became more and more entertaining. There were notes about a certain part of an OX and how someone wanted to eat it. It was simply a WTF moment can. Then there were like tic tac toe please haha! Oh so after like 148 notes or something, we all got annoyed and gregory started to crush them one by one HAHAHA. then moumouren: "CAN YOU PLEASE RETURN MY NOTES?!" and then we would act like we've never seen/heard anything. But please lor we got more and more and more and more pissed at him.

Then we got to practice our finale which was HOEDOWN THROWDOWN! Whee (: It was so funny seeing everyone doing it and I still cannot jump to my left.

Day 4

Nation state meeting again & the closing ceremony. More note passing which included drawings of certain people which left me laughing like shit can. They were drawing "Doctor" and this other qian bian guy ahahaha! We also had our grand finale which was like just super hyper and high and ebenezer was so happy cause he kept singing love story ($#^&^%) REALLY LOUDLY and i think love story was played at least 6 times. I also had to go through the torture of listening to "nobody" (#^)*#$)^&!$@)$*#$%!#)&$@#%$%#@) --> Note the even longer chain of vulgarities. Sang and danced our hearts out on stage but it was quite a failed attempt cause we couldnt even hear miley HAHA.

Then we had our very emotional debrief session where we exchanged notes and stuff. So sad! Gah. Hope everyone liked my cards. I spent the night/morning on it!!!! And finished many many many packs of alphabet stickerrrrrrs.

Camwhored

Photos credit to gregory's facebook!

JUMPSHOT!

our last macheechee macheechee ):

me addie and cabby

Eben eating the doctor ... LOOOOL! THIS IS MY FAVOURITE PICTURE OF ALL TIME HAHA

ANDROMEDAE (L) with 2 extra other people.

POSING WITH THE DOCTOR/MINISTER AGAIN HAHA

Me Jerome Faith Shiauyin Ebenezeeeer Gregory Keeve & Mingli!

Youth Council B!

Gregory!

Me Shiauyin Gregory Cedric & Shaun!

ANDROMEDAEEE!

Eben Jasmin Me ShiauYin Gregory Shaun & Keeve!

Me Cedric ShiauYin & Gregory!

Who are we, are we, are we?!

15TH 15TH SLC!

Really so unforgettable. I've never had 4 days pass me so fast.

Thank you Andromedae: ShawShien, Cedric, ShiauYin, Jasmin, Faith, Ebenezer, Gregory, Brandon, Keeve, Mingli, Shaun & Jerome.

For everything.

More pictures to come but my lappy died so I cant upload anything from my phone&touchy.

UK is in 2 days.

It feels so surreal but somehow its not bugging me to think that some may think of it as something bad, something that I simply chose to and simply forget about all my other commitments.

Its a rough start but I know I'll get through it.

Test for time management? I hope I get through it.

2009-06-03T06:41:00.001-07:00

ma chee chee ma chee chee

2nd day of SLC!
Andromedae got past the endless talks by passing notes to each other haha. with super lame jokes and I was trying to hard not to laugh out loud.
then we rushed out the action paper like mad cows before going off for the budget debates which was again another battle against my hunger pangs.
Then we went back to class, and laughed our asses off at well, nothing.
Which proved that we had clinical depression and were not cured due to the lack of medical funding haha.

Anyways its feeling so surreal cause i will be arriving in the United Kingdom in what, 4 days?!

2009-06-02T07:14:00.000-07:00

My laptop died.
You wouldnt want to know how much I'm swearing in my head now but still!
I WANT ALL MY PICTURES BACK.
I took years to master the art of camwhoring!

Anyways so yes. I can only surf the net on my touchy or use my dad's laptop which is probably 15 mins a day or something. So I got my brother to attempt to fix my laptop only to be hit by the charger cord. (CHILD ABUSE). So I cried. (DURH.) So he decided to compensate me by bringing me out for Night of the Museum 2 with his gf. One word: Lame. Oh well. Sorry but it was really boring and I was quite pissed anyways by the flooding of sms-es. It was so damn random to get like 20 plus sms AT THE SAME TIME.

So moving on a happier matter!

15th Student Leaders Convention at Hwachong today.

It was just games and more games today but really got to know my group members well. They're really interesting individuals and most of them are simply funny. I got scammed during this scamming say the word game. Stupidity ruled my brain. I forgot I was not supposed to trust or believe what they were saying. Hmm. Oh well, how surprising

Looking forward to 3 more days of SLC.
Then POOM!
I'm off to the United Kingdom with the most awesome people in the world ... the Dramaddicts!

We also had council farewell at night.
We rushed back from hwachong to go back to school. Okay rushed as in ... went to amk hub to get bubble tea and getting nuggets from cabby's maids THEN running back to school.
I'm sorry I did not tear up or feel the least sad that the sec 4s were stepping down.
Honestly, I dont feel a connection towards council and I personally feel that I did not deserve to be in council. Whatever I'm doing now, be it responsibilities or taking the initiative, it should be found in every student. I would love to take the next step; to lead the way but thats really up to everyone to do so too. Not just councillors. So oh well.

Thanks joey and qianyu for talking to me and always being there for me when I get pms-ish about council. Love you guys!

2009-05-28T09:50:00.000-07:00

Good news good news and more good news (:

First up,
the term has finally ended.
it was freaking fast like how me and yuanting were joking about oh i wished the holidays were tomorrow. But yupps the holidays have finally arrived!
Btw thank you Yuan Ting so so so so so so much for being my partner this term. Thankew for tolerating my stupidity and lameness. Its really the little things you do that make a difference. Like how you helped me erase my answer when you realised it was wrong and filled it back in on my chem worksheet yesterday (: But oh well, we're still sitting near each other so too bad, you will still have to go through the "shit! why must I sit next to a councillor" phase of your teenage life.

Academic wise, I must say I was really really really really upset cause I didnt reach my goal. But cough, mrs soh gave out "star awards" today and I was presented with "value added student". Which did not make sense at all. Single digit single digit l1r5, I will be molesting you soon.

And this is not confirmed but DUKY IS BACK ON!
Thankew so much to Gloria especially for helping us :D
We knew we could do it.
Nothing is impossible for the Dramaddicts!
Including the o level script about eunuchs!

And last but not least,
yes the news had travel fast thanks to the big mouth/telephone network of Li Min Baobao (COUGH I JUST CHOKED TRYING TO SAY THAT)
It would be definitely easy to say but not easy to carry out.
But i'll try my best
to lead, guide and motivate the whole of LD
as a leader, a senior and a friend.

Jiayou LD comm 2009-2010! We can do it :D

And a big big big big big thank you to Rebecca and Geraldine.
Okay I shall write them a letter each since i dont think they'll be seeing it here.

2009-05-25T07:46:00.000-07:00

fighting back tears
well
at least i'm relieved that
there are finally tears

when you're sad
and you dont cry
i think its worse

no more mirrors
no more pictures
no more motivation

maybe we're simply being spoilt or being irritating or being disrespectful

but we've been waiting for 3 years for something only 13 days away.

thank you guys for the "Cheer ups"

but honestly we are not going to be cheering up soon

cause it takes time

to let reality set in

its going to be a rough month or two
but dramaddicts, i'm sure we'll get through.

2009-05-25T05:11:00.000-07:00

beyond sadness
beyond disappointment
you get
numbness

i dont know how am I supposed to react
i dont know how am I supposed to feel

13 days away.
it was only 13 days away.

empty
my holidays
emptiness
fills my heart

2009-05-17T02:30:00.000-07:00

Okay so. I dont know what to say.
A part of me freaking happy, a part of me EMBARASSED COUGH, a part of me touched (aww), a part of me swearing in my head.

After a week long of bullshit tests which included AMSND, Bio and A maths of which all I'm going to flunk, I was treated to a break with the coolest people in the world! Haha yah yah manda bay moira megan sharon cabby flower! So we all dressed up yesterday cause we going to watch Lanterns and Spotlight at the esplanade.

But.
I was told to meet everyone at AMK hubz which was abit erm okay .......... Then when I got there, they said we had to go to Bishan to meet Chantel sharon and flower. Please lor so I was already suspicious cause I already said I DONT WANT TO GO TO BISHAN ANYMOREEEEE. But they kept saying no we are not going to pizza hut in that tone ... So I believed them. Off we went on the train to Bishan and when we got there, Moira asked for a hug. So thinking that she's hugging me cause she missed me (durh) So while I was hugging her, some idiot put a freaking blindfold on me! I was like $^Q*$Q%)%$&! and yes I was kidnapped by my very own friends.

So in the midst of panic, I just realised I was being blindfolded in the middle of j8.
At least i thought i was just a blindfold ...
BUT NO. IT WAS :

wtf?! BETTY'S THE NAME?! Can you imagine how many people were staring at me being blindfolded with this weird msg on it?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

them being evil.

me = going to cry

still take pictures ma de. me "WHERE IS THE CAMERA?!"

MOIRA THE EVIL SHIT

freaking random guy. Like shit okay. I didnt even know someone was next to me.

OKAY SO NOW. During the walk to i have no idea where, I was damn scared okay. Partly cause I knew they were going to do something, partly cause we were in J8, and partly cause moira banged me into the wall. And spinned me around to make me giddy.

Anyways we entered some place and I sat down and so they told me i was in swensens and I actually believed. I was so relieved I didnt have to go through the torture of seeing pizza hut boy again. So I was waiting for damn long ... when they finally told me to take it off.

And shit.

It was him presenting me with a birthday cake.

I swear I was just like : " ......o m f g. "

Okay so obviously I laughed non-stop and I felt so bad for him and I was still in shock and trauma and happiness and I DONT KNOW WHAT HAHSHAAHAHAHA.

He said happy birthday ... kekekex.

Apart from that OMG moment, I took a look at the bindfold. And realised :

Betty's the name.

WTFFFFFFFF?! I WAS WALKING AROUND J8 WITH BETTY'S THE NAME?!

WITH PEOPLE STARING AT ME WONDERING WHAT THE HELL IS ON MY EYES?!

My friends are so evil. soooooooooooooooooooooo evil.

BUT STILL AS SWEET AS THE CAKE WE SHARED HAHA.

Group Picture!

I willl never EVER be stepping into pizza hut again.

I swear. They made it SOOOOOOOOO obvious i wanted to cry.

And after that, they told me how they asked the manager to get him to do it.

"Hi. My friend thinks that a waiter here is very cute."

OMG?!?!?!?!?!

And turns out he's full chinese. He just cant speak english well but still... LOL.

So after stuffing our faces with pizza (thank for the treat guys!), time to rush off to the esplanade.

Spotlights and Lanterns
Well, it was quite good.

Some actors werent really convincing like the mother/teacher.

If your son died and you read his diary, I dont think you would simply go:

"I have to be a better teacher"

RIGHT?!

But anyways obviously Wangling was awesome.

Made me want to grip on tight to my own lantern and never let go.

Yes our lights will burn out one day, but everyone else's would too I guess.

After the play we went to camwhore:

obviously on drugs.

normal people.

Yay.

LOVE ALL OF YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU!

RANDOM PICTURE WITH THE POTS LOL.

Aim: to promote the pot.

Enough said.

both so pretty!!!!!

my ld buddy haha. Moira loh I really miss you ):

group picture again! LOVE YOU GUYS AHHHHHHHH!

Hope our lanterns continue to shine on

cause I know mine did very brightly last night.

Once again thank you so much panda bay megan sharon moira flower and cabby!

I really really appreciate it (:

Stop jericho-ing ah.

cough.

2009-05-08T08:09:00.000-07:00

Just got back from camp!
I wouldnt say it was awesome and break out into cheers about how totally cool it was.
It was well kind of fun.
But honestly, I came home well, rather empty handed.
I personally felt that some people went there for the wrong reasons and therefore I wasnt really engaging in whatever conversations. I hope they however did gain something from the camp.
Maybe it was because I didnt go to the camp with an open heart?
I did find however what Instructor Cynthia said about taking the first step really meaningful.
Cause only taking the first step can we ever succeed in whatever we want to do.
And I'm really appreciative of her encouragements throughout the camp.

And yes so my birthday was on the 2nd day of the camp.
Thank you so much to everyone who wished me a happy birthday!
Especially
Jolyne shermae sharon shakespear crystal diana rongen melissa lydia qianyu yunwen and sixuan for the test tube COUGH and the notes!
3Justice for singing me a birthday song (which lasted for soooooooo long) when I couldnt feel my legs up on the challenge rope course leading me to swearing in my head for the first time at the age of 15.
Jeremy our Da Jie and Cynthia our Er Jie for the rose!
And everyone else who said happy birthday to me (:

I wouldnt say this birthday was the best.
In fact I never felt so alone on my birthday before.
Maybe it was homesickness but I know even if i was at home, it wouldnt be the same without my best friend/sister in the world.

It has only been a mere 5 months into the year yet I feel that I've grown so much more inside. Good thing bad thing, I've became more reflective. (nope I didnt turn shiny) I have no idea how, but somehow I always manage to squeeze time to stare at my ceiling and think. and think. and think.

happy birthday to myself I guess?

2009-05-03T02:40:00.000-07:00

So I saw this really hot girl just now.
THEN
suddenly
this butch came out and held her hands

my face:
:0 (wow)
-->
O.O (omg.)

If all the butches hook up the pretty girls then what will happen to our future generations?
The good genes will all stop!

Okay anyways I'm feeling so grrr -plucks out remaining limited strains of hair-
Stupid script $#_@(%@$^
All I wanna do now is do the HOEDOWN THROWDOWN!
Nah okay just joking. What I want to do now is find my geog textbook and do my geog graded.
BUT.
I'm stupid enough to have left it in school so I'm just going to commit suicide tomorrow.

-runs away-

(breaks into boom clap, boom de clap de clap ...)

2009-05-01T07:07:00.000-07:00

Swine Flu is spreading like a freaking forest fire!

I have officially mentally prepared myself to accept the fact that our UK trip is going to be cancelled. Its just so damn sad cause we've been so excited about it and we even take a picture as a drama class every week to count down. I comfort myself by telling myself that oh its only __ days away to DUKY so I MUST persevere on. I tell myself that by getting this week over and done with, it'll be a week closer to DUKY. I really dont want all this to amount to nothing and empty promises. I know we're risking our lives and stuff but I dont know. I have never been so excited for something before that I check my diary everyday to see how many more days left. Its only 1 month away now. 1 month away.

Seems like everything I've hoped for
never ever goes my way.
Like as if I havent had enough false hopes this year.

This week was short.
I'm also not feeling good about my script at all.
And i'm sorry that I have to torture Yihui YuenPing and Raeann for acting in it.

Not at the least excited for sports day i'm sorry.
I means its like wow st nicholas spirit bla ba bla but I've never really felt involved neither do I attempt to feel involved so yah. But congrats to Jolyne and Panda for being vice house captains (: You guys will bring your houses to glory yah!

2009-04-26T07:09:00.001-07:00

Okay I'm so distraught after the 2009 Star Awards.
Yes if you havent realised already, I do follow the 7 oclock and 9 oclock shows religiously. Or at least I used to ):

Best Newcomer: Dai Yang Tian (cue screams)
DURH. Actually I also liked Xu Ya Hui. But oh well DYT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Best Supporting Actor: Chew Chor Meng
Omg I was so sad ... I almost cried. To watch him slowly fade away. And when he cried, it was just like ouch. Heart wrenching moment. And he lives near me! But he totally deserved it. Daiyangtian aiya I kind of knew he wouldnt win cause he was dead by the 8th episode but I was secretly supporting Zzen Zhang cause he was the epitome of evilness in xiao niang re (and he's kind of cool looking heehee.)

Best Supporting Actress(es): Xiang Yun & Huang Hui
Wow it was so surprising to have two winners. But they both totally deserved it! Tao jie especially haha! Neh even watch the other girl from the other show. She looks weird anyways.

Best Actor: Chen Han Wei
DURH. Omg I cried when watching Bu Fan de Ai okay omg it was like the best show ever (besides little nyonya). Chen Han Wei is 40 years old?! WTF! He look like he's in his twenties. And he's better dressed then so many of the youngsters anyways. Too bad Qi Yuwu ): Your acting still rocks but whats up with the hair.

Best Actress: JOANNE PEH
OMFG I WAS LIKE ABOUT TO CRY. Okay so Joanne totally deserved it cause she was so freaking crazy in xiao niang re but still? how hard is it to act mad. On the contrary, how hard is it to act mute? VERY HARD. Why? Cause you cant express your feelings through your speech and language so you have to express it through your eyes and expressions. Thats why Jeanette totally deserved it. she looked like she was about to cry. ): LOVE U4EVA YUENIANG!

Top 10 Actresses:
Quan Yifong. Her thank you speech was so sad! But touching. She just divorced btw.
Felicia Chin. She was looking super cute with her bangs!
Joanne Peh. It was her night and she was looking hot in her dress and her like 10 inches heels or something. BUT STILL FEELING BITTER ABOUT BEST ACTRESS.
Vivian Lai. very, very pregnant.
Xiang Yun. Uhh. She looks pretty at her age.
Yvonne Lim. I wanted to drive a car in her mouth. Why leave it hanging so wide open.
IvyLee. Another very very pregnant one.
Jesseca Liu. Looking pretty today! AND IS IT TRUE SHE'S DATING ELVIN? AHHHH!
Rui En. MY IDOL! I love her to bits. She's pretty and best of all, smart! (She's from RJC!)
JEANETTE AW! Wah lao purposely put her last. She was looking pretty (as usual) but her dress... err she looks like a big kueh lapis ): But she totally HAD TO GET THAT AWARD.

Who didnt get in:
Michelle Chia. I was so sad! I love her. She's like super billingual - GOOD ROLE MODEL.
Fiona Xie. Oh god did you see her face. She was totally pissed off that she didnt get it. Snob! (I used to like you!)

SO SAD!

OH AND OLIVIA ONG SANG LIKE AHHH! HER VOICE IS SO DELICATE ~~~

2009-04-26T06:09:00.000-07:00

O M G .
HOW CAN JEANETTE AW NOT WIN?!

2009-04-25T08:45:00.000-07:00

Its so sick how someone can
simply ~~grabs~~ be presented with
someone else's dream,
crush it and
act like she just don't care.

2009-04-25T08:15:00.000-07:00

17 Again was err okie.
I was the only one who didnt cry heehee.
Why is Zac always playing basketball ._.
The girls were pretty. Especially the one from Gossip Girl.
Sterling Knight <3 Ahhhh his blue eyes. He was SO FREAKING cute!

Kinda like Lucas ... (who i miss very very much WHERE ARE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU)
Oh yah p.s. lucas' forum is GONE so I have no idea where is he/and I dont have any news of him/So I feel very very very very very very very very lost. Sigh.

Then I was FORCED to eat at Pizza Hut.
Traumatising.
Yes yes yes so the waiter guy was there.
And I couldnt stop laughing cause I dont know!
Manda the mother was scolding us.
Chantel laughing at/with me. I hope she burns to death.
Megan laughs when NO ONE is laughing.
And she told us another lame joke. kekeke.
Oh and this lady asked me if I was schooling?! Do I need a facelift? ._.

But I still loved going out with them.
Makes studying worth it when you think like
"oh okay I study then I can go out!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Haha btw chem test SUCKED.

Downloaded many old songs now.
Its so nostalgic gah.
Do songs remind you of what you were doing at a certain period of time?

overdose of insensitivity this week.

2009-04-25T01:59:00.000-07:00

17 Again
in one hour's time
with
evil zac efron fans.

2009-04-18T08:26:00.000-07:00

from: http://www.flickr.com/photos/thebradleythomas/3413201794/

Ahh omg brad walsh is so ^%*%GAP$#^I%^& TALENTED!

Brad + Christian = POWER COUPLE ~~~~~~~~~

i want project runway NOW. NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW.

dont want to wait till august ):

ITS KILLING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2009-04-18T07:57:00.001-07:00

Ahh so sad. There are so many musical instruments I wanna pick up but will probably never get the time and chance to do so. Or maybe when I grow up and decide not to become a nun, I will isolate myself from the world then go steal all these cool instruments. Oh not to forget a laptop so that I can self-teach thanks to youtube. Anyways I have a current obsession over the harp. Ahh its so pretty! Must stop self from overdose of youtuuuuube.

So glad the week's coming to an end.

This week was c-r-a-z-y.

With 5 tests and all.

After the period before recess on Friday, I was like 如释重负please.

And recess ended with a group hug which left me feeling happy and fluffy. okay as in not fluffy like fluffy fluffy but fluffy like a cloud ~~~ Light and fluffy!

Then after recess I laughed alot cause I was happpy but I was misunderstood by my classmates so I stopped laughing. evil EVIL class.

Did anyone catch Miley on AI?

She looked so sad and depressed!

Made ME depressed after that.

But oh well, Adam my love rocked wed's night man.

-Squeals-

My birthday, cough is coming soon but its a really sad thing cause you know why? Its one year since Jason Castro got out from American Idol. The fateful day when I JUST had to go to the school library to find out who is out and ended up heartbroken for the rest of the day. ):

Oh also I think I've got to train my arm muscles.

I cant squeeze the ketchup/chilli thingy in Ikea. Gave up after there was a long queue behind me ...

BORN TO BE WILDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ~~

2009-04-12T03:20:00.001-07:00

OMG I PASSED MY PIANO EXAM!
I'M SERIOUSLY SHOCKED LIKE SIAO AND LIKE WAS HYPERVENTILATING WHEN MY TEACHER SAID I PASSED OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
I SWEAR I NEVER FELT WORSE FOR ANY PIANO EXAM BEFORE. NEVER SCREWED UP SO MUCH BEFORE BUT YAY I PASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSED!

OKAY NOW I WILL STUDY GEOG HAPPILY AHH I'M SO HAPPY!

2009-04-10T20:59:00.001-07:00

Oh no ):
Why did I start on a new season of ANTM?!

2009-04-10T07:19:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS SO FUN!
Like the happiest day of the year so far (:

We went shopping!
Met chantel (taitai) and sharon (punk!) at mos.
Sharon is damn funny can?
Her mum said she looked childish so she attempted to dress like a 20 year old! HAHA.
So she wore jeans + like a proper blouse + her hair down BUT SHE'S SHARON! SHE STILL LOOKS LIKE A KID HAHA.
Talked about a whole lot of random stuff then off we were for our shopping spree (:

Shopped from cityhall to wisma kekekex.
Me got a casual and another more formal dress! (Yah okay I know shocking.)
Chantel the same!
Megan got the same dress in a diff colour and a SUPER cute suuuuuuuuuuper cute lightning skirt which is so her.
AND THE BEST:
Sharon got a dress too! and she looked so cute in her dress! Its white with like polka dottish designs. SO CUTE AHHH.
But she said she is going to wear jeans with it ._.
CAN SOMEONE TELL HER SHE HAS NICE LEGS AND SHE SHOULD SHOW THEM?
same with megan.
Me and chantel, okay fine me, have intentions of stripping them if they were to wear their dresses with jeans wah lao. They even made a pact with each other.

Then we went to have pizza hut.
Encounter with cough cough waiter.
Made up more pick up lines ... (:
Talked about more happy and random things.

Then we finally went home haha.

Then reality slaps us in the face with our geog textbooks + ting xie zhi + emaths textbook.

But I still feel satisfied from today :D
Love you flower cabby sharon megan chantel!

2009-04-09T09:19:00.001-07:00

my 500th post.
Rants rants and more rants.

Tomorrow's my long awaited break.
Then back to mugging mugging and more mugging.

This week have been. well. annoying.
and I was being annoying to self too.

coffee.
intake.
BOOM.

blackout!
ahhh i hate blackouts.

sorry I'm so random.

2009-04-07T08:37:00.000-07:00

I think I have better time management now.
Okay maybe not.

Bloody scripts!

2009-04-04T21:13:00.000-07:00

oh and yesterday's play used ...
THRUST staging!

HAHAHA. okay sorry I just had to.
Forgive me, I'm stressed!

I hate biology. HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
And molly just makes it worse.

2009-04-04T07:38:00.000-07:00

Esplanade today! (:

2009-04-03T08:15:00.000-07:00

Oh, I also sincerely apologise for forgetting to post this vital piece of information about my new favourite teacher in the world who looks so much prettier than Fann Wong! Lets clap our hands everyone, for she has just stolen the title of "the most sarcastic and bitchiest teacher" EVER! Wow!

Urgh okay whatever. I hate the trainee english teacher. I hope she never gets to a proper teacher.

And I thought a teacher was supposed to teach us good morals?

1) She likes to roll her eyes. Excuse me, I hold the title for best roller of eyes can?! Bitch!
2) She likes being sarcastic. "Excuse me, I would appreciate it if you all can actually get a chair. It makes sense." Erm like ... Bitch?!
3) She is the best faker in the world! God infront of Mrs Sng, she is like the mother theresa of all teachers man so nice and angelic but WHEN MRS SNG IS NOT IN CLASS, she starts to do what she does best. (Refer to point 1 and 2) Wow like Bitch! to the max!
4) She bitches about us to Mrs Sng who then tell Rsoh. And does not even dare confront us herself ._. One word. BITCH?!

Yupps okay done with the venting. I'm so going to get her into trouble cause she got me into trouble when I DID NOTHING. urgh. BITCH!

Moving on today's chem lesson was totally humiliating.
Jolyne has to shut up.
Why did RSOH put her infront urgh ._.
Like as if constant chanting of my name does not make it obvious.
And so paulnah was givign out chocolates to people who did well for their tests.
And then when he said my name, guess wtf did they do?
THEY SANG THE F&*%*% WEDDING SONG. USING THE WORD NAH.
Then I cried. From laughter okay fine it was funny but still?!
OMG HE'S MY TEACHER FOR 2 YEARS LAH WTF I DONT LIKE HIM STOP BULLYING ME 3 JUSTICE >:l

Oh and I have I told you about my hatred for molly?!
I HATE MOLLY! there you go.
She wastes my life.
And she's also wasting her life teaching us cause how many of us are going to do something that has got to go bio?
Thats why I will never be a teacher. Waste life. Teach us things in school then I dont even need to know in my future career. (Whatever that may be.)

Oh a bloody mouse ran into my house.
And only me and my mum are home so we have no man to come and kill it for us.
Even if my brother comes home, he's too much of a wuss to kill it. Or even go near it.

I miss my sister urgh >:l

Angsty post lol.

2009-04-03T08:03:00.000-07:00

Yupps. My plants have been attacked by locusts.

They've been consuming the leaves till the leaves are literally non existant now.

So now the plant looks like my head. Bald.

I hope the condition dont worsen to this state:

PLAGUE SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

2009-04-01T05:06:00.000-07:00

Honestly how can Danny be that good?
And adam too. and kris too!
This season rocks gosh.

(p.s. i still miss you jason :D )

I have to go study now.
BUT.
there is ninja warrior now ):

okay i will multitask?
I DONT KNOW.

Why am I talking to myself.

2009-03-28T08:48:00.000-07:00

Today was so fun haha.
But torturous at the same time cough.

At least I've learnt a few things
1) ALWAYS EAT BEFORE YOU GO FOR ANY PLAY. Will not elaborate about howling involved.
2) Balloons can be sick. Very sick.
3) Smuggling food is tough. Especially for Megan who was scared she would be sent to jail. She stuck her hand in the damn paper bag just to get a little bite of the muffin HAHAHAHAHA.
4) Miss L_ and her bf are so cute together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5) Sharon is demanding - "I WANT TO SIT WITH JOANNA."
6) People at MOS Burger are nice ;P
7) Sharon can only make lame jokes and dont get funny ones. Sigh

The play was well, interesting.
But it was rather hard to concentrate when you're hungry.

Oh oh oh i also applied premium membership at library@esplanade cause my teacher said so.
So anyways I get to borrow like 8 music scores now kekekekeekekekex.
DISNEY DISNEY DISNEY! Yes i borrowed Hannah Montana :D

Loving piano lessons now.
I finally had the courage to tell her that i wasnt enjoying it.
So now she's teaching me songs i wanna learn!
So that I can improve my sight reading :D
while wating for my grade5 results. yucks.

Lastly, i need to adress the issue that i do not, i repeat DO NOT like anyone in that way. I hate recesses. Plain misery cause my friends are EVIL. AND LOUD. THEY SHOUT. And i'm always the victim during recess. ITS SO HURTFUL! - this is dedicated to manda chantel sharon megan flower and jolyne thankew VERY MUCH.

Off to sleep.
Tomorrow: BIO. (Still hating molly.)

2009-03-25T07:45:00.000-07:00

Nate + Blair back together?! GRR.
Please give Chuck + Blair a chance. AT LEAST AN EPISODE WHERE THEY ARE OFFICIALLY TOGETHER ._.
and Lily + Rufus = GROSS.
Nobody wants to see old people kissing thanks very much.